I've been listening Eurovision Song Contest 2012 songs few days now. I won't see it this year so I wanted to know what kind of songs there will be. Well, they were very disappointing. Really. And I know that I'm old-fashional, but I feel pity for women who are wearing the smallest dress just cuz they think it looks sexy.
Anyway.. There was few good songs aswell. I don't know which one is the best. Maybe the first one. And I like to complain that it'd be more interesting if every country would sing with their own language. Finland will have a song in swedish... C'mon, what the fuck?

And I've been doing some shopping for Egypt. I bought this huge package of hairstuff and makeups and my boyfriend started to complain that I will need another suitcase just for them. Haha. Then he informed that would be easier to tell him if I need anything (like if I've used all of my hairspray after few weeks) and he will buy more. Soo cute. But surely I won't do it. I hate to ask something from someone.. Like favors.. (well he have said lots of times that he's not 'someone' or 'just anyone' but I haaaaate to ask something even from him. I wanna take care of everything. End of story)

And about the vaccines. I will get all of them on next week ("all of them" means that I will get 6 at once.. Poor me? Haha!) Then I need just visa. I called to the Embassy of Egypt and they sent me the visa application form. I just have to fill it and send back with my passport, 2 passport pictures and 20 euros. Then I will finally get that damn visa. Luckily it takes just 3-4 days. I believe it's lots of easier than going to Helsinki. But the form is extremely difficult to fill. And cuz I'm a bit retard, I dunno should I fill it in english cuz the papers is in arabic, french and english only. Omg, I feel stupid.

And I still have few things in my shopping list. Like eye contacts, hairwax, hairspray, makeups (just powders), heat protection for hair, foundation brush and I also need lots of music to my cell and iPod.

Okay, I will tell you 7 weird facts about me. It was very difficult even I thought there might be plenty of them. So I was wrong and I'm quite normal. Anyway thanks to Suzki-- who asked this post.

01. I love needles. It might be not weird, but the thing is that I do everything just to get sticked with one. I'm not donating blood every 3rd month only because I wanna help people. It's also because of the needles. Now I'm excited about the vaccines and asking if I can get as many as possible (of course just the ones I truly need). I will get 6 of them on wednesday, but I think it's not enough. So rly, there is no limit how much I love needles. And I know it's not good and I should stop, because this way I will be a junkie.

02. I love cleaning. My apartment is always totally organized, clean and full of light. Sometimes I clean 3 times in a week and usually it takes even 2 hours each day. And I will see much more effort when someone is coming to visit me. Then I will also buy food and drinks if someone will be hungry or thirsty.

03. I'm always trying to be polite. If someone is asking can I listen a while when that somebody is telling me about Jesus - I will listen. It doesn't matter am I interested or not, or do I already know everything about the topic.. I'm just listening and trying to look like I'm interested. Same goes if a drunkard is telling me something - I will listen. Or if some foreigner is playing guitar outside and hoping to earn something, I will help. But not everytime, cuz there's always plenty of them. So I'm always trying to help, be polite and I don't know how to say 'no'. But I'm not naive btw.

04. I hate all kind of sweet stuff. Cakes, cookies, sweets, juices, lollipops.. Everything. Not because it will make people fat, ruin teeth and skin.. I just hate sugar. I like salty things.

05. I hate to admit, but I'm very shallow. Mostly with myself only. I don't care if someone doesn't use makeup, brush their hair or something (even I might make a comment to myself) because simply it's not my business. I spend 1-1½ hours in front of the mirror every morning. And after that I will check about 50 times that my hair and face is okay. Yeah I might not have the best self-esteem, but I also love doing hair and face. So it made me shallow. My boyfriend is usually complaining that I spend too much time in front of the mirror.. So..

06. I hate being surrounded by people because I don't know how to fit in. I feel alone every moment. It's like there's something wrong with me. (I'm not one of those losers who wants to call themselves different just because they don't know how to fit in, but truly they just don't deal with anyone). I talk and laugh with my friends, I like them and I wanna see them often. But still everytime.. Every freakin time I feel like that's not for me. I feel extremely lonely even when I'm surrounded by people. I think my sisters and boyfriend are the only ones who doesn't create the same feeling. I have no idea why..

07. I hate dating. I hate everything that dating makes people do. I hate being addicted to someone like my whole life depends on it. I love making him feel that I love him, but I hate getting compliments and being told how much he loves me.. I feel like I don't deserve it. (okay now I realized that I DO have a low self-esteem..) I love to spend time with the guy I love, but I hate the serious stuff. Like planning the future, living together, telling where am I going, having arguments and saying that I'm sorry. Life is easier if you're not surrounded by all that loveydovey everything's so pinky stuff... Now I started to feel that I'm not ready for true love. Heheh. It's not like that. I just hate to be depended on him because I'm so afraid to lose him.

I know that I haven't updated my blog lately. Sorry about that. I just had some problems in school and also the training started.
I've done some shopping, saw Titanic 3D in the cinema and spent time with my friends. I'm sorry that I don't have interest to write about them, but I'm a bit sick right now. I got a food poisoning, so I feel extremely tired. But I wanted to make this competition while I'm killing time in my bed. I didn't have ideas, so you don't need to use your imagination, creativity etc, tho I wanted. Maybe the next time will be different? I hope so.

So your job is to tell me what summer plans you have. Easy, right? And why do I wanna hear about them? Just because I'm curious. That's all. I've told you few times about my plans, so I wanna hear yours.
At first I was thinking that I wanna get pictures of something. But then I thought it's a boring idea. And I'm not the right person to judge them. :P
So tell me your summer plans in here and I will select the winner after few days or week. Or something. As soon as possible anyway.

So the winner will get this cute bracelet. It is unused and brand new. It's like the other bracelet I bought one day. So you can imagine how it looks. I just love bracelets nowadays so I've bought too many. Heh.

And about Egypt. I managed to get my passport. Finally. Now I just need visa and I will get it after 2 feeks at max. And because it's impossible that everything goes smoothly, I have to say that I have some problems aswell. Like my suitcase. It's too freakin small. It's already full and I've just packed my clothes. So I need more space for my hairspray, hair wax, makeups, hair straightener, hairdryer, rest of the clothes and for some other stuff. This is a serious problem, because I don't want 2 suitcases.
The other problem is about jeans. I don't have such things. Yeah I bought two on monday, but I need about 3 more. And some other things aswell. So I have to spend about 300 euros till I'm ready to go. Goddamned where am I supposed to get those money? I have about 150€-200€... That stupid visa is ruining everything.

My boyfriend told me that when I will go to Cairo after 5 weeks - he will buy me a cat. ♥ And how cute is that? I have 2 cats right now, but I have to leave them for my sister. So my boyfriend became sad when he realized that I will break my heart when I leave them. So he promised to get me another one (and I didn't even ask! ♥). And also because he don't want me to be lonely while he's at work. (He is always reminding how my cats are like my kids cuz they follow me everywhere. And they love me unconditionally. well.. that's how animals are. and someone is wondering why I like them more than people..)
And he also made some other plans aswell. We will see Titanic 3D (we're both Titanic fanatics) and I will get lots of information about the culture of Egypt. I'm so excited cuz I love everything in there. Just wish me luck that everything goes well and I can live there for 3 months. I'm just afraid of the weather. I get migraine very easily and I die quickly. So about +15C is too much for me to endure.. And there was +38C in Egypt just few days ago. So.... I will die.

Seems like I will have enough shirts to egypt.. Somehow I just can't believe it. But I need more jeans. 5 or more would be great. Right now I have just 2 but they're all too weird (it means that my bf won't let me use them). Shitshitshit! But I'm trying to solve this huge problem during these 1½ months.
But anyway. I bought new tops. I need couple more, cuz all the other ones I own are awwwwful. And I still need those makeup brushes I was talking about years ago. But now I don't have any money because I will get my passport after few days and it will cost about 55 euros. Damned.

Well that girl is wearing that top like it's a dress. I would never do that. Haha. And wearing such a long top with leggings isn't an option. It makes girls look like a bitch.

I realized yesterday over and over again that I love my boyfriend so much. I knew it already, but I'm always surprised. I thought I won't be able love anyone. Seriously. Today I noticed that I'm so damn emotional about everything. I told it to him aswell and he said that it's his influence. He have said over and over again how I have such a blacken heart. That I'm half dead inside and later I won't have feelings at all. I was sentimental when we started to date, but now I'm sensitive and emotional. Somehow I've been acting like normal people. I smile, laugh, cry, talk about my positive feelings and have high hopes for my life. It's strange. But it's all thanks to my boyfriend. I love him so much. Oh and he said that he's proud of me cuz I'm almost like a normal girl. Whatever that means.. :P

He's also such a gentleman. My ex-boyfriend always asked why I haven't done my hair etc even if I was just at home. It was so rude. :P But my boyfriend is always asking why I do my hair and makeup cuz I look so pretty when I'm myself. You know.. Natural. I think it's the cutest compliment I've ever heard. And he is always staring at me and saying compliments when I have a wet hair. Haha.
It was so weird to hear how my ex-bf always asked me to do my hair. Like I was too ugly when I was natural. :P That's why I have complex to do my hair and face even if I'm just at home. And my ex-bf got mad everytime when I was sad or mad. Not like my boyfriend. He's always asking me to open my heart to him. I know it's rude to compare, but I couldn't help myself.
So thanks to my boyfriend that he's so sweet. I've learned to trust myself a bit more. Okay I know that I should call him a groom or something cuz we're engaged. But to me, boyfriend sounds better. Haha. :---D

I had such a great time with my friend yesterday but now I feel like I've been hit by a truck. Seriously.
We planned that we'll go shopping after school, so we met at 2 pm. At first we headed to the flea market. I hate those places because they make me feel so dirty. I'm sure that we were there more than just one hour. I rarely buy anything from flea markets, but now I found somehow cute black shirt. Even I didn't even look for anything. It costed just 5 euros. And it's kinda surprise that it fits me so well. Haha.
After that place we went to another market, but I didn't buy anything.

Then we went to Hesburger to get something to eat at 4.30 pm. It took about 30 minutes and right after that we saw my friend's parents (I saw them for the first time and really liked them) and we went to an old film store. They bought some movies. Then we went to the Havana which is some kind of bar. We were talking about 30 minutes and drinking cola. It was so much fun. They're all so funny. (:
Then my friend's mom invited me to their home. Well, it was more like insisting. Haha. So went to get some chinese food, but while waiting - I went to buy new shoes with my friend. I didn't buy anything this time either.
Then we left and had such a great time later. We were eating chinese food, playing card, drinking few ciders and talking talking talking. I was going to stay there the whole night, but then I decided to go home. So their neighbour gave me a ride. But before coming back here, we went to the grill and got more food. Seems like I ate more than ever. And I got home at 10-11 pm. Unfortunately I was a bit drunk but luckily my boyfriend didn't notice anything. I also made him so worried even he was happy that I had a great day. I make him worried like this about once in a month. So not often.

Oh and yesterday was friday the 13th. I don't believe it has some creepy powers to turn the day into a bad one, but yesterday it did it. It was raining the whole day, two of my teachers were shouting at me, I was late from school for an hour and I almost break my bones few times. Hahah.

I don't have any pictures. Looks my my friend doesn't have interest to take any. So I won't bother her with them. :P Oh and we'll go to see Titanic 3D on next wednesday.

This is the only thing I've bought lately. Fantasy shower gel 50ml by Britney Spears. I love the scent.

Ooommmgggg... I don't know is this some kind of karma law punishing me once in a while. I decided to write most of the essays on monday cuz it was my last day off, but Microsoft Word wasn't working. It worked on sunday, but not when I needed it. So thanks karma.. I knew it will punish me cuz I've been so damn lazy lately. So this is my own fault but it's so freakin great, cuz I had to write some of the essays for tuesday. So I was late. And I need Microsoft Word, cuz those texts will be part of my portfolio. So I can't write them by hand. I need a freakin Word.
And somehow I managed to get a flu. Thank you very much. Like this essay problem isn't enough.. Well I'm sure that I got this flu from my little sister cuz we were drinking soda from the same bottle. Stupid stupid stupid me.. Isn't there a limit how stupid I can be?

But there is also something good as well. I may have solved the problem how and when I should go to Helsinki. A friend of mine is going there after a while, so I will get a place to sleep. Seems like I'm going after 2 weeks (before damn kindergarten thing). I will skip 2 school day, but I can't help it. I don't have time to go on May. So I'm gonna use this chance.

And I still have some shopping to do. I need dozens of clothes, makeup brushes, wallet and shoulder bag (tho I have 2 already). And I decided to buy a makeup kit that includes 16 brushes tho I need just foundation-, powder- ja dual-ended brow brushes at the moment. But we all know that it's non-sense if we have great make-up but we have no good make-up brushes. So I wanted to buy 16 brushes intead of just 3. :P

And I got a package from China and Japan. There was power, mascara and shirt. I will take a picture of that shirt later, because now I didn't have a good lighting. That red thing in the picture is hair wax. I decided to stop using hair gel cuz it weakens hair so much. I don't know is wax any better, but this is the first step.

Omg, the vacation is almost over and I haven't done anything. I decided to write 6 essays and make a new schedule during these 5 days, but it's obvious that I haven't studied as much I wanted to. Somehow I'm starting to feel that I'm running out of time. I have to do 2 exams, write 6 essays and manage to finish my portfolio which I haven't even started. And I have another portfolio to make. Plus, I will start that training after 2 weeks. Omg.. And I need to do million things right after vacation. Oh my gooosh how I miss summer.

And somehow I managed to ruin all of my schedules, so I don't know when I have enough time (and money) to go to Helsinki.. I need a visa for Egypt and it's too obvious that they won't send it to me. Omg, I'm extremely stressed out and will die before my birthday. (Well, it's another reason to feel nervous... I'll be 23 years old after one month and 12 days..)
And I don't know what kind of birthday gift I'm gonna give to my boyfriend. I have about 1½ months left, but I've tried to decide it for 6 months now. I have no idea what he wants. :(
I know it's not about money, but c'mon.. what can you give to someone who's workaholic, perfectionist and has enough money to buy everything he wants? (well almost).. I'm sure it's impossible mission to give something to someone who doesn't want anything he don't really need. And ideas like "make something by yourself" or "give him your pictures etc" aren't good. I can't do anything with my own hands. And that picture thing is disgusting. I think it's better gift for a girl.
At first I thought that he will love my gift no matter what I'll give. That's just because it doesn't matter what the gift is. More important is that I saw so much effort. But no... That's not true. He just wants me to dig my brains out of my freakin head. Please let me die. :P

Have to share cuz this is something extremely cute he told me last night. ♥ He was talking about my clothes and how I look like some weird emo-gothic-satanic-metal girl. Haha. (seriously, he thinks I look weird and satanic.... rude huh?)

He: I forgot that u r not a normal being
Me: Just get used to it
He: No. I won't ever
Me: I like being different
He: Being unique is better than being different
Me: No one is unique
He: U are. ♥ Being different is the 1st step of being unique, but being unique doesn't imply to be weird.

Anyway. I've been dying to go to the cinema lately. And just cuz of Titanic 3D. Unfortunately I can't go with my boyfriend. We will watch it later, cuz we are both Titanic fans. Hehe. So I'm going with my sister now. She loves that movie just like I do. ♥
So has anyone seen it on 3D yet? Some of my friends has and I heard it's brilliant, extremely romantic and magnificent. Omg I wanna see it already.

Btw, sorry that I don't have photos this time. My cell just died so it needs to be recharged. :P

It's Easter now. So happy happy holidays and don't eat too much chocolate. Especially ladies. I haven't ate any yet, but maybe tomorrow. ^__^ I don't care about holidays at all. I don't even celebrate them. Just new year sometimes, but just if I'm in the mood. (I like midsummer very much, but I don't celebrate it either). I feel like they're all waste of time and money. And won't even give any wonderful memories.

So anyway. Today I made an appointment to meet the kindergarten's manager. I will see her on next tuesday and she will show me the kindergarten and the kids. So if someone haven't realized; I will be in a training for a month. I won't work there after I graduate.. It's just a part of my studies. But how am I supposed to deal with 15 kids who are between 3-5 years. Omg, I will break them somehow for sure. :( I have 2 weeks to get ready. Oooommmggg.
Otherwise I was spending this day with my boyfriend. He was just listening how I complained about this holiday. I needed him so much, cuz Easter is too hard time for me. So he supported me and I was just crying cuz I felt like dying. And I'm so happy that I felt so much better after all that. Have I ever told much I love him? Well, not to you. But to him.. Every day.

But u know what? I wanna make a competition in here. Just I have to come up with a good idea at first (or maybe you can give me some good ideas). But I will inform you about it later. The winner will get this unbelievable cute bracelet. It might be a bit girly, but I guess some guys might like it as well. Haha. Am I wrong? Well, you can always give it to your girlfriend, sister or crush. (⌒▽⌒)☆

I'm sorry about the crappy picture, but I'm sure you can see what kind of bracelet I'm gonna give to the winner. (yeah well, I might take another picture later).. It's is brand new and unused.

Omg, I just realized that I have some creepy Russian language obsession. Kinda weird, cuz I haven't liked it before. But now I've listened their songs about a year or two.. And I like them. Well, I love many languages, like English, Japanese, Arabic, German, Spanish and Hebrew for example. But there are 2 languages I love the most; Russia and Arabic. I'm studying Arabic atm, like I've told before, but I won't study Russia. I will just listen their music, that's all.

Unfortunately I'm not food at languages. Tho I've always wanted to learn as many as possible. But it's not difficult to guess that I speak Finnish and English only. I know Swedish aswell, but not so well that I could use it.. And it's something to feel ashamed of, cuz after all I'm from Stockholm. :P
Hopefully I will learn to speak fluent Arabic, even it's one of the most difficult languages. I don't have to learn to write it, cuz their creepy letters are impossible to remember. I think there's no difference between them. But seriously - there's no words to express how beautiful this language sounds. So that awful, horrible and disgusting French may step aside, cuz to me - arabic is the language of love. Okay, did I just say that I'm a Russian language fanatic? Well, my heart belongs to Arabic.

Btw. I'm not a fan, but I love Dima Bilan. Even I hated him before. I mean, he was somehow annoying in Eurovision Song Contest, but I love his new album Мечтатель. And omg, how sexy he is nowadays. LOOOL.

Saturday. It's the only day I like somehow. I like thursday aswell. But friday and sunday.. Gosh I hate them. :P Anyway, I'm trying to spend a nice weekend cuz I had a rough week. All these exams and essays.. Huh. So I rent couple movies Happy Feet 2 and Tower Heist. I will watch them tonight and hopefully they're good. I haven't heard anything good about Happy Feet 2, but Tower Heist must be funny. And even I'm trying to be on diet (I don't even call it a diet, cuz I'm just trying to stop eating sweets, haha), I bought 2 chocolates. Otherwise I will just eat normal food during the movies.
My evening turned out to be like this, when I realized that someone stole my bicycle. I wanted to enjoy the spring and ride somewhere, but now I can't. I hate my neighbours cuz they are always causing trouble.

Btw, I finally found shirt with long sleeves that I might wear. I bought it yesterday, even it was a bit expensive. I just need couple of these. I wear t-shirt only and my boyfriend complained about it. :P So I hope this is good enough to wear outside of home. I don't even know is it too big or small, cuz there wasn't size chart. And cuz I'm a bit retarted and trust to my poor luck - I bought it anyway.

I will share all these clothes again, as soon as I've got them. It may take quite a time, cuz I ordered 4 shirts, 2 jeans and couple accessories. And they're all from China, United States and Japan. Makeups are mostly from Japan and Korea. So usually the shipping will take 1-4 weeks.

I've got wonderful news lately. Some of my friends are having baby! Oh my God, how happy I am! Seriously, there is no words to describe my happiness.
Yesterday I heard that one of my classmates are going to quit studying, cuz she's pregnant. So she will go to work to earn some money. And today my childhood friend told that she's pregnant. Unbelievable! We've been friends about 13 years and now she's getting a baby. Omg, how fast the time is going. Anyway, congrats for you guys! You're always in my heart. ♥

Seems like I'm the only one who's not going to start a family, haha. I have 5 friends who has kids and 3 who are pregnant. Sooner or later they will ask when I'm going to be a mom. Haha. Hopefully I will answer something else than "I don't have an interest to start a family cuz I'm just 23 years old".. Heh. Most of my friends got their first kids then they were 18. So, I might sound a bit rude. And I can't put the blame on my boyfriend, cuz he's the one who wanna have kids. So he's not my backup- plan. I just don't wanna share my feelings about kids.

I am constantly wondering if I want things like marriage and a family because I genuinely want them, or because society has told me to want them.

Anyway, I bought this shirt yesterday and now I'm trying to understand why I bought it. I love it, but I was supposed to buy white top for my tunic. Oh well..

I just realized that I hate my clothes. Well, not clothes actually.. Just that they makes me look like a teen. And how sad is it? People tell me almost everyday how I look like I'm a 15 years old. Somehow I've thought, that it's cuz of my hair style. But obviously it's not. I don't mind if people see me younger than I really am - I will always take it as a compliment. But sometimes I feel annoyed if I have to convince everyone that I'm actually 22 years old.

Anyway.. I got a package today and there was a very cute tunic. I've never used such things and I also forgot that I even bought it. So I was surprised how much I started to like it! Now I'm trying to change my style more girly. Not by force of course, but I wanna be more open-minded. I do and will wear black shirts only, but I don't want them to be just band/print t-shirts. And my hair style won't change cuz I like the way they are now. But I want them to be a bit more naturally. Cuz it takes lots of hairspray, gel and effort to get this hair style. And it costs about 100 euros / year.

I told you just a couple days ago how I'm poor at the moment, but managed to buy eyeliner. Well, now I bought

» 2 Concealer Sticks
» Elva Perfection BB Cream
» Waterproof Gel Eyeliner
» Waterproof Mascara
» Long shirt/dress or whatever-it-might-be

I haven't received that shirt/dress thing yet, so I you just have to like these pics I share. :P And I will use this as a shirt, btw. I just need black top under it.

Ewww... Have to say that I don't know how to save money. If I was poor a moment ago then what I'm gonna be now? :P

I ordered new makeups even I don't have any money. Hahah. But hey, what a girl can do when she finds makeups which are almost free? I'm sure I can get someone's sympathy. :D

I bought Maybelline Lasting Drama Eyeliner - Sapphire, cuz it costed only 3,90€ which is amazing cuz it's normally 12 euros! The only thing that bothers me is that I realized too late that it's not black, But I hope it doesn't matter. I had black before this one tho.

Design / pattern: ( ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ) I love the glass pot very much. It's very cute and looks nicer than those boring tubes I used to have. It feels nice to put the eyeliner to my eye with a brush. And it's so much easier that way.

Colour: ( ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ) Well, I'm trying to like it. Haha. Seriously, the colour is very cute but I've always used black, so I just need time to get used to this. And the colour looks black in the glass pot, but otherwise it's definitely not.

Comfort: ( ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ) It's nice. It doesn't make eyes feel heavy and it won't fade. So I don't have to check myself from the mirror every minute just to be sure that it's still in my eyes.

So yes, I love this eyeliner cuz it doesn't fade or flake off. It stays on without smudging or disappearing once it sets. Some people have said that it takes a bit of time to dry, but I think it's not true. And the brush is also very nice. The only thing I don't like is that sometimes it takes too much time to get this off from the eyes. It's so lasting. I will give a grade ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥ ♥

I also bought some other makeups, but I don't feel like telling about them, cuz there's only a coverstick, powder, this same eyeliner but different colour (yes, it's black) etc. I wanted to share this one cuz it's my personal favourite.

My trip to Egypt is getting closer and I still have about million things to do and buy. Like clothes, for example. Seems like I can't find anything to wear. And my phone bill is also huge.. That's just terrific.
I ordered Juicy Couture versage bag from United Kingdom and I wish and hope that I will get it on April. I'm afraid that it will get lost somewhere, just like before. I ordered Juicy Couture's bag on December and it got lost. I'm still in contact with the seller, but she can't find the package. :(

So the one I ordered now is like this one. Isn't it cute? I love it so much even now. I'm not girly, but that's why I like this bag. I wanted it to be black, but can't help, cuz the only available colour was dark brown. But I love it anyway. ♥

And about the saturday. It was kinda rough but wonderful day! I was watching The Hunger Games at the cinema with my little sister and her boyfriend. I couldn't decide should I go to see it cuz I had my doubts that the movie will be raped. I liked the book very much and we all know how movies based on book are rubbish. Well, I unfortunately I was right. The movie was raped and very boring. Nothing wonderful happened and I think it was pain for them who haven't read the book. :P But I loved Wes Bentley and Isabelle Fuhrman. ♥

Btw, you might have noticed already that I did some changes to codes and colours. I think everything looks more clear now. I just wanna photoshop those pictures I'm sharing with you guys, but they always look ugly. No matter what I do. So plzzz, have a little patience. :(

There's two things I wanna do asap. 1. I wanna see more colours in my texts and 2. I'm trying to understand photoshop so I can make every picture to look more colourful. I'm starting to love colours, huh. :D